change as a birthright
I LIVE IN PARIS AND IN THE MIDST OF THE MOST PROFOUND PROTESTS OF OUR TIME. SO...
...today we’re gonna talk:
★ the start of my biz owner path
★ change change everywhere without a drop to spare
★ get clear on the one next step
Ready to roll? Let's hop on into The Mixing Bowl...
Hey, hey, hey: welcome back to Meringue! Were you able to get out of your head last week, and more into your body? If so, did that help with your creative process at all? I had one very interesting experience where I was super in my head trying to make a decision related to my work and once I finally let go and came back into my body, the next step was crystal-clear and stress-free.
I meditated for about 30 mins this morning and got a strong creative energy message. I'm excited to share what this week is bringing. Ok, let's get into it!
(the change i tried to make)
When I left my government job (that I was bullied out of) I went on to pursue a career I had considered going full-in on for several years prior. See before I even moved to Paris, I was preparing to leave the fed gov and work full time as a yoga teacher. It was scary af because the numbers were bleak but just enough to give me hope that I could make it work.
But then the Paris prospect made it's way into the picture. And as it solidified I let go of trainings I still wish I would've completed, like my 500-hour yoga training, my Ayurveda nutritionist training, and a training with an esteemed yoga studio in NYC.
I moved to Paris, staying with the museum collections management work I was doing. And that brings me back to the point when I left the Paris job. It was a difficult moment and I don't think the grief of it all will ever fully go away but I also was excited to finally try this full time yoga/healing work on my own terms.
I built the website, outlined the services, started the blog, posted on IG, I was doing it! Building what I always wanted! But I only stayed on the surface. I never really put myself out there to market and campaign to get clients. Honestly, I didn't know how back then, but I also wasn't rushing to learn.
See I was seeking a change, a sort of exponential growth that I never quite took real action on. So my business just kind of laid there on the internet like it was sunbathing.
That led to many pivots but after all this work of getting internet-cute, my business would just lie there again and again sunbathing on its back, on its front, on each side. It got to the point that my biz was just shriveling up from sunburn.
Cos what I was doing wasn't change or growth. It was trying on different Halloween costumes without even going trick-or-treating.
And today's energy reading is about exactly that. Real change with chomping teeth and dancing feet. Take a peek below to read all about this creative energy download...
But first...
there's SOMETHING brewing
and if you're in paris you're gonna wanna tap below to get on the waitlist first...
I'm going a bit of a different direct for the moment. I'm focusing on establishing my IRL offer here in Paris before I come back to the boundaries course. I promise this is all connected. And if Soft Sundae confuses you, my bad. Check out my Open Haus series to get a clear understanding of how my brain and this wellness studio work.
